Hi ilu, this QT.^o^
Back after quite a long hiatus~
Was quite busy with EOY Intensive studying + kpn planning and stuffs. I swear i've been all over singapore just to get my fangirling things okay fml. Headed out to woodlands with Jaspreet, Venise and Huimin on friday after homec paper to get our LED boards done. Tried a couple of shops but none of the shops could help us fix~ All quite pricey. There was this uncle at the shop whom was very good lmao. Considering the face that we kept changing the measurements we wanted for our LED boards + LED bulb colour, So he had to re-plan/ plan how much he'd charge us. + We bargained like hell okay hahaha omg i sound like an ahjumma! ): Okay just as things was about to be done, the uncle referred us to another shop. Idek whut happened since Jaspreet and Venise was dealing with the uncle yooooooo~ After checking out the led, We headed down to citylink starbuck to do our fanboards + purchase shinee sticky~ Bought $25 bux worth of sticky hehe, every member's packet aha. ^o^ Decided to try to find another LED shop since the uncle referred us somewhere else and that shop couldnt be found fml. Decided to go down to bugis with Jaspreet and Chaohong on friday to search for LED materials + People who could actually help us fix. Found a shop, that sells cheap materials + willing to help us fix. (But dfvtcyuunuodbiufbdcvnwq the uncle damn guailan i tell you, ever since we step in and we ask if they did fanboards his face was like black throughout okay~) Then he kept insisting that our korean hangul was written wrongly omg ihu uncle~ It's correct plz. He keep on saying jonghyun one very hard to do, argh f you. But his led pieces are really cheap! 20cents per led? Roflmao~ Kkkkkk i know where to do LED stuffs at a reasonable price already hehe contact me if you wanna know the location :) But do, do your led board at least 2 weeks before the event lolllllllllll. Ooooo ooooo oooo and did i mention, An A4 Jonghyun LED cost me $95 bux without materials? 95bux can do alot of things okay screw yourself la. Okay partly my fault, cos we needed the uncle to finish 3 boards in 2 days lmao. Ok but whatever~ All three of us didnt do it in the end lol, we found other forms of LED plus it's cheap, BUT IT LOOKS DAMN CHEAPSKATE SO NO WAY. End up, we walked to Arab street hoping to find nice blings to do our fanboard. I was anticipating for nice blings cause if i were to do my jonghyun fanboard with blings, it would be totally relavant!!! <3 But um obviously i was disappointed since they sold only like ahjumma ajusshi kinda blings fml. Ew. Grossbeans seriously. I gave up, and decided to go home. Since i had this major headache ever since i got out of school zz. -___-
P.S:/ I spent so much time on my fanboard but i decided not to bring them for kpn wtf. Reason is simple: I HAVE NOT ENOUGH HANDS. Sobs~
OKAY SO STFU PEOPLE: STOP SPAMMING MY TWEETY MENTIONS/ PHONE TEXTS ABOUT JJONG NOT COMING FOR KPN. I KNOW I GET IT, STOP FREAKING MAKE ME DEPRESSED CAN. OMG F YOU. (Okay but i know you guys were concerned so ok ilu, but it was irritating cause there was too many and i almost cracked)
Yes yes yes, I am not in the right state of mind now. Still depressed over the fact that bb is not coming. )': But i know this is all for his good~ The haze here is getting really bad! It feels like Genting but i feels so warm like Sahara desert lmao. Plus the haze has this awful and disgusting smell gross ew. So yes i know it's best for bb not to come. :') I wouldn't want him to come sg and aggravate his injury more. Stay in seoul and get well soon bb! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 Ilu, come to sg next year? I'll be waiting~ Argh i don't see how i am going to survive shinee's perf tomorrow! /stabs self /crying forever I really want to see bb do th peace sign live and i wanna see those puppy eyes + smize! Okay so i guess the chinese newspaper article didn't cheat my feelings. Sob sob sob. Shinee performing without jjong on kpn omg fml i dont know how i am going to survive the performance la. HOW IS HELLO/ RDD GONNA START WITHOUT MY BB LMAO. Oh there's taemin hehe. Okay taemin ah, hwaiting! I see alot of shawols seliing of their tixs cos jjong not going kpn, shizz seriously. I didn't feel like going initially when i heard the news buy hey, shinee iz still going right! People selling off their tickets at this time: YOU GUYS R SO MEANZ. ): Mean people omg you all no heart one or what huh. Oh yes i am very 'disciplined' this time round hehehe. I didn't making any stalking/ hotel plans for kpn. Thumbs up for blingcifer! ^^ Lmao not that i didnt want to okay~ It was just that everything was in a swirl too much things to handle. Dnw dnw dnw. But it okay la, I am sure they will hold another fansign here!:-)
Streaming soon omg keel me please. Hate my life rn, whai didn't i put in more effort in studying! All my failed subs need that 2-5 marks to pass for overall okay omg stabs self x3436457568568. I was really afraid i will retain cause i dont like this year's sec one omg. I don' think i will retain~ BUT I HAVE ONLY THREE STUPEEDOO CHOICES, OKAY TWO ACTUALLY SINCE F&N IS A NO NO FOR ME. Soooooo, Art or D&T? Fml i dnw to be in 3B!!! POA COME TO MOMMY~~~~~ Argh i hate myself seriously. ):
I don't have friends. I don't have friends. I don't have friends. I don't have friends. /FOREVER ALONE. )': But on a brighter note: Today is the day - KPOP NIGHT. Oooooo and happy 14th birthday, stephanie! :-)
And yep, It hurts more than you think it is.. ):
